Ｔｈｅ Ｅｘｐｅｒｉｅｎｃｅ

hey. yeah. it has been awhile. nah nahh it has been alotwhile fosfosfos.

((awal aku cakap ni aku nak eksen speaking sikit, bukan apa nak meningkatkan kosa kata fosfos.takpayah nak menyampah sangatla dengan entry aku yg ni.Menyampah,boleh blah))

you see, i've joined Toasmasters Youth Leadership Camp on Friday-Monday and i could say that IT WAS THE BEST CAMP EVER EVER EVERRRRRRR. SERIOUSLY. Trust me, next year, i'll join the camp too.

Soo, as i can see myself before joining the camp , i was like .......

And after the wonderful experience, amazing friends, awesome facilitators, yummy foods, comfortable bed, and a lot more that i don't know how to describe those wonderful moments i had. Ahhhh, feels like half of my pressure being taken away during the camp. I had fun. I made new friends such as Elene, Michelle, Ivy, Tiong, Daniel, Katherine, Elene, Mas Zuriyani, Garius, and a lot more (not to mention my school mates and roommates ) and this one unique girl caught my eyes the first time i saw her and luckily she was one of my group members. Amelanurradha. I know,what a unique name and you wouldn't believe me that she's also a muslim but sadly, she has not receive the 'hidayah' to wear hijab. I don't know what made her soo special untill i couldn't get my eyes off her. And you know what, SHE HUGGED ME! i was like wweeeeeeeeee yayyyyyy dobidobeeedoooooo ( of course the yelling only happened in my mind) . Yep, she is something to me and i hope i could meet her someday,somewhere.

#deep

I thought about this on friday and saturday. I thought about escaping and avoiding to change. But thanks to Mdm.Chloe ( i was surprised to know that she's married and had sons! ) . She brainwash me after the jungle trekking, she wanted me to come on stage and dance our theme song BUT i didn't cause IT REALLY WAS A BIG DEAL TO ME. dancing was a big deal to me. but then, i manage to overcome my giant of dancing with 352 friends in the hall. I did dance　ＦＯＳＦＯＳＦＯＳ．　

（（ｔｈｅ　ｆｏｎｔ　ｗｏｕｌｄ　ｂｅ　ｃｈａｎｇｉｎｇ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｈｅｒｅ　ａｎｄ　ｉ　ｄｏｎ＇ｔ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｗｈｙ．））

Ｓｏｏ，　ｔｏ　ｍｙ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄｓ．Ｊｏｉｎ　ｍｅ　ｎｅｘｔ　ｙｅａｒ　ｏｋａｙ．　Ｌｅｔ＇ｓ　ｈａｖｅ　ｆｕｎ　ａｎｄ　ｍａｋｅ　ｎｅｗ　ａｗｅｓｏｍｅ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄｓ．Ｎｅｗ　ｆｕｎ　ａｄｖｅｎｔｕｒｅｓ　ａｒｅ　ｗａｉｔｉｎｇ　ｆｏｒ　ｙｏｕ　：Ｐ

Ａｎｄ　ｉ　ｗａｎｎａ　ｓｈａｒｅ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｙｏｕ　ｇｕｙｓ　ｓｏｍｅ　＇ｃｈｉｃｈａ　ｃｈｉｃｈａ＇ａｍａｚｉｎｇ　ｑｕｏｔｅ　ｉ　ｇｏｔ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｔｈｅ　ｃａｍｐ．

＂Ｌｉｆｅ　ｉｓ　ａｂｏｕｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ｗｅ　ｍｅｅｔ　ａｎｄ　ｗｈａｔ　ｗｅ　ｃｒｅａｔｅｄ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｔｈｅｍ＂

＂Ｉ　ｗｉｓｈ　ｉ　ｈａｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｃｏｕｒａｇｅ　ｔｏ　ｌｉｖｅ　ａ　ｌｉｆｅ　ｔｒｕｅ　ｔｏ　ｍｙｓｅｌｆ，　ｎｏｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｌｉｆｅ　ｏｔｈｅｒｓ　ｅｘｐｅｃｔｅｄ　ｏｆ　ｍｅ＂

＂Ｌｉｖｅ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｐａｓｓｉｏｎ＂ 

＂Ｔｏ　ｇｏ　ｆａｓｔ　ｙｏｕ　ｇｏ　ａｌｏｎｅ．　Ｔｏ　ｇｏ　ｆａｒ　ｙｏｕ　ｇｏ　ｔｏｇｅｔｈｅｒ＂

＂Ｂｅ　ａ　ｇｉｖｅｒ＂ 

＂Ｉｆ　ｏｎｅ　ｄｏ　ｎｏｔ　ｈａｖｅ　ａｎｙ　ｄｒｅａｍｓ，　ｏｎｅ　ｃｏｕｌｄ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｓｕｒｖｉｖｅ　ｂｕｔ　ｉｔ　ｗｏｕｌｄ　ｂｅ　　ｍｅａｎｉｎｇｆｕｌ＂　 

Ｓｏ，ｔｈａｔ＇ｓ　ａｌｌ．Ａｒｉｇａｔｏｕ　ｇｏｚａｉｍａｓ　ｆｏｒ　ｓｐｅｎｄｉｎｇ　ｙｏｕｒ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｒｅａｄｉｎｇ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｗｉｅｒｄ　ｇｉｒｌ　ｗｒｉｔｉｎｇ．ｂｙｅ　ａｎｄ　ｓａｌａｍ．：）