Friday, 29 November 2013

The legendary Farwizah's innocent opinion #benda ni offensive jangan baca

Assalamualaikum o^O^o heheh


Aku tau entry yang lepas tarak ada manyak input. Niat ni sebenarnya nak tulis dari semalam dah pasal entah apa aku tak ingat. Hari ni jeng .. jeng.. jeng.. hehehe. Aku nak tulis pasal pendapat aku tentang sesuatu perkara ni. Tadi kan tadiii i baru je dok stalk orang punya tumblog,dan tiba giliran tumblog kawan aku yang sorang ni,aku baca entry dia yang agak berisi dan input dan pendapat dia. Tapi kan aku agak tak bersetuju dengan beberapa pendapat yang ditulis. Aku hormati apa yang ditulis,tapi hati aku ni gatai betul nak beri pendapat aku pasal entry tu. Everyone has their rights to say to speak to open up about anything youre disagreed with or agreed. So, today i'll talk about my opinion on why bright students are LOVED MORE or TREATED SPECIALLY BY THE TEACHERS. 


Okay. Aku rasa banyak yang setuju dengan pendapat ni :

" Budak kelas depan selalu dipuji, diberi kelebihan dan disayang lebih oleh guru "bias". Budak kelas belakang pulak selalu tak dipedulikan, dibiar "

Hey cuba fikir, kalau guru yang bersungguh-sungguh nak ajar kau tapi kau cakap cemtu lak tak ke kecik ati orang tua tu kan? Apasal nak berperasangka sangat,dalam kehidupan kita perlu husnuszhon ,bersangka baik. Aku pun kadang amal dan kadang tak husnuszhon ni, Nak berubah perlulah perlahan-lahan kan?kay drop my subject focus on the main topic. Mana kau tau cikgu-cikgu ni takde kisah sangat dengan budak budak kelas belakang? Mana kau tau yang mereka takde fikir aktiviti untuk korang jadi macam budak kelas depan? aku tau benda ni sangat offensive tapi aku nakkk jugak tulis kan,hahaha takpe dah bersiap sedia nak dibenci orang.

 (kau ni bukan dituju untuk seorang,tapi untuk sesiapa yang rasa kau tu adalah dirinya,sesiapalah aku tak kisah pon)

Pada pendapat aku, budak budak kelas belakang ni mane ada tak dipedulikan langsung. Cikgu-cikgu (aku hanya bersangka baik ni) sanggup buat kelas malam kelas lepas makan tengah hari kelas petang kelas pagi untuk semua pelajar yang diajarnya. Kelas-kelas petang yag kau hadirkan diri tu hape? tu yang dicakap tak dipedulikan? Yang buatkan kau rasa diri kau tak dipedulikan tu apabila kau tak hadir aktiviti yang dirancang oleh pihak sekolah, kau tak siapkan homework yang berlambak cikgu bagi,kau sentiasa berfikiran negatif dan akan cakap budak kelas pandai mesti dibagi banyak homework sebabtulah pandai kami ni dibagi sikit je sebab cikgu tau kami tak sebijak mereka nak selesaikan tugasan yang diberikan. Like hellllloooooo? Kau pernah tanya tak apa perasaan budak kelas depan yang homework berlambak dan expectation yang tinggi melampau betapa stressnya mereka? kau pernah tanya?pernah rasa? dan aku rasa budak kelas depan pun salah jugak kot sebab tak pernah sedar yang budak kelas belakang rasa dipinggirkan. Kau tau tak yang homework sikit tulah yang best! kau ada banyak masa nak ulang kaji apa yang perlu. Budak kelas depan ni homework banyak tambah pulak kelas petang kelas malamnya bila nak siap homework ,bila nak ulang kaji? Jadi budak kelas belakang ni untung jugak tau tak,dahla homework sikit, kadang tak hadir kelas tambahan (bagi yang pemalas je yang taknak hadir kelas tambahan bukan semua okay) banya gila masa kau weh nak ulang kaji nak cover up topic yang kau tak faham sangat. Kau sendiri yang tak guna opportunity tu sebaik mungkin ,kalau tak kau dah jadi dan dudk sama sama dengan budak kelas depan tau tak?!


Dan satu lagi aku tak puas hati apabila ada sorang budak kelas tengah cakap yang sorang guru ni (specifically this one teacher need not to know) hanya layak ajar kelas pandai je kelas yang biasa-biasa dia taknak ajar. Like helllooooooo guru-guru yang ajar kami tu bukan pilihan kami. Aku bersyukur tau tak sebab ada jugak orang nak bagi aku ilmu,apasal nak memilih sangat. Sebenarnya aku ni adalah tek berapa nak suka dgn cg aku sorang ni. (budak bertuah tak tau rasa tulah) .Her actions are toooo much and I CAN'T STAND TO NOT SAY ANYTHING ABOUT IT MANNN YOURE NOT IN MY PLACE SOOO DON'T JUDGE ME SAYING THAT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO APPRECIATE MY TEACHERS. fuhhh aku geram ni tau tak. Kau akan rasa apa yang aku rasa kalau kau kat tempat aku. Aku nak berhenti drpd cakap benda bukan bukan kan tapii tapiiii asdfghjkl. kay aku nak cuba berhenti cakap yang bukan bukan sebab tak elok dan ta berkat ilmu dan aku taknak ilmu aku tak berkat astaghfirullahalazim. berdosanya aku ...... aku tengah mencuba ni jadi lebih bai,jaga mulut,jaga perasaan orang kalau nak cakap sesuatu pun. Benda benda yang kita cakap kadang boleh melukakan hati dan perasaan orang tanpa kita sadari. Aku tau dan aku tengah tulis sesuatu yang boleh melukakan hati dan perasaan orang ni tapi kalau tak luah sakit hati kalau dipendam pun sakit hati,jadi aku tulis hahah. Ni semua pendapat aku je kalau tak suka dan menyampah boleh lepaskan kemarahan kau kat sini izahxo . Nak cakap tak puas hati cakapla nanti aku bagi alasan kalau nak share pendapat cakapla aku insyaAllah terima dengan hati yang terbuka. 

Dah kbye woots.

Thursday, 14 November 2013

Youre charming, believe me


Heyyo and Assalamualaikum c:

Aku nak cakap melayu wokeh. okay okay warning awal ni aku cakap melayu

Semalam aku tonton cerita Hore! Hore! dan baru ada masa dan mood nak tulis benda ni. Kalau belum tengok, tengok la! Best! Bagi aku, banyak benda yang aku dapat melalui cerita lakonan Akim AF dan Iman(watak). Aku letak iman je sebab aku tak tau nama heroin tu dan aku malas nak look up jadi look up sendiri eh. takde susahnya encik google kan ada sedia membantu ahak.

Wokeh back to the topic,about hore hore. Heroin tu, Iman gemok gedempol chubby takla pendek sangat suara boleh laaa pelajar biase jer tahap kenakalan boleh tahan suka cari pasal. manakala hero, Johari(akim) hensem tinggi ketua pengawas pujaan ramai dan sudah semestinya suara okay dia kan produk AF! hahaha

Al kisahnya (takpayah la nak cerita semua benda kang tak syok pulak hangpa tengok cite tu nanti kalau den dah cerita semua kat sini den ambik point2 yang den perlu jela wokeh) Johari tu syok kat Iman. kawan-kawan si Johari memperlekehkan perasaan dia sebab mereka tak sepadan kononnya Johari hensem tahap hape Iman tembam . Thennnn, (part ni yang buat aku excited hahahahaha) Johari : " Biarla. Chubby chubby chumel hape *insert his cute smirk* " CHUBBY CHUBBY CHUMEL APE. CHUBBY CHUBBY CHUMEL APE. OKAY OKAY I SHOULD CALM DOWN FOR A MINUTE HAHAHAH . sapa sapa yang kenal aku confirm la tau pasai pa den dok excited tak pasai pasai ni hah.


My point is, orang orang kat sekeliling kita ni suka judge orang lain tanpa mengenali hati budi dulu. Contohnya kawan si Johari tu dok bangkang je hubungan  diorang. Bapak si Johari tu pun sama sebab dia takut Johari memalukan maruah keluarga mereka dok keluar dengan anak dara orang(aku boleh terima la yang ni ) yang aku tak puas hati tu apabila kawan kawan si Iman tu gelakkan dia waktu dia cakap dia nak masuk program realiti tv Bintang Idola hape entah aku tak tau,yg pasti kebanyakan yang masuk tu perempuan2 yang tubuh mereka langsing2 mak aihhh kalah model2 nyah. helllooooo jangan hangpa ingat orang chubby chubby ni tak reti nak buat apa apa tau. Luaran je camtu tapi dia mempunyai hati yang hebat yang kental yang tabah korang ape tau. Orang dok keji keji sebab dia besar pendek apsal dah takde kerja lain ke nak buat? baik bukak Quran mengaji bebanyak dapat pahala daripada kutuk2 orang dapat dosa.

Kalau kau rasa kau tak cukup kurus, ingat ciptaan Allah semuanya sempurna dan ada hikmahnya
Kalau kau rasa kau tak cukup tinggi, ingat ciptaan Allah semuanya sempurna dan ada hikmahnya
Kalau kau rasa kau tak cukup cantik, ingat ciptaan Allah semuanya sempurna dan ada hikmahnya
Kalau kau rasa kau tak cukup bijak, ingat ciptaan Allah semuanya sempurna dan ada hikmahnya

daripada dok fikir benda2 ni, lebih baik kau fikir benda ni  :

Kau dah cukup baik ke nak nasihatkan orang lain?
Kau dah cukup baik ke nak kutuk orang lain?
Kau dah cukup baik ke nak persoalkan kenapa kau tak dapat apa yang kau nak?

Aku selalu terfikir benda benda ni kalau tengah marah. Adakah aku dah cukup baik nak marahkan orang lain? and this thing made me calm myself down and start to think what did i do wrong and it works. Kau perlu ingat kau tak boleh expect everything will work the way you wanted. and that's life.

Aku ni takdelah baik mana cakap pun kasar kasar selalu buat orang sakit hati hehehehehe tak taula gurauan aku tu ada yang melebih atau tak. gomenasai ( _ _  ) ( _ _ ) (  _ _ )

muehehehe
Jadi diri kau yang sebenar, biar orang terpukau dengan kechumelan kau yang asli. takpayah nak buat aksi chumel manja manja depan budak laki jatuh maruah. Orang akan suka kau sebab diri kau. dan kau akan dapat rakan rakan yang ikhlas nak kawan dengan kau sebab kau adalah kau. Let people out there see your charm, YOUR CHARM.

Friday, 8 November 2013

Random : #Soulmate : #Tumblr

"Marry someone who lets you have a bite of their brownie, even when you said you weren’t hungry. Marry someone who laughs at the same things you do. Marry someone who kisses your nose on a cold day. Marry someone who you can watch Disney movies with. Marry someone who is proud of you whether you earn £5 a week or £5,000 a week. Marry someone who you can tell everything to. Marry someone who isn’t afraid or embarrassed to hold your hand in public. Marry someone who lets you take over when decorating a cake. Marry someone who you can spend the day in Ikea with without feeling stressed. Marry someone who wraps you up inside their coat in the winter. Marry someone who accepts your fears and phobias. Marry someone who gives you butterflies every time you hear their key in the door. Marry someone who you don’t always have to shave your legs for. Marry someone who accepts you all day every day, even when you don’t look or feel your best. Marry someone who puts three sugars in your tea, despite telling them “just the two”. Marry someone who doesn’t judge you when you eat your body weight in cookies. Marry someone who doesn’t make you want to check your phone, because you know they will reply. Marry someone who waits with you to get on the train. Marry someone who understands that you need to be alone sometimes. Marry someone who gets on well with your parents and isn’t uptight about family events. Marry someone who calms you down when you get mad about stupid stuff, and never tells you it’s “only stupid stuff”. Marry someone who makes you want to be a better person. Marry someone who makes you laugh. Marry someone who you love. Marry your soulmate, your lover, your best friend."

p.s : this is a copy paste thingy hahah randomly found it on my thumbrl dash. This is the best 

Words Left Unsaid

Those feelings of hatred
Those feelings of being used
Those feelings that you just can't say when you want to
Are just ..
The words left unsaid
Words burried deep down
In your fragile heart
Words that are meant to be said
To the person who hurts you
And yet you can't hurt them
With your words cause
Those are
The words left unsaid

(n.a.h.)

Saturday, 26 October 2013

Grey

Salam and heyyoooooo hohoho


You do know that i'm done with my pmr and stuff , currently imma busying with pasca pmr . Right now my head hurts and i don't feel so good. I think i am getting a cold duhhh maybe i didn't have enuf antibody so that's why i kept getting sick. I'm sick of being sick cause it's suck being sick!

This entry will be mainly about me-grey-colour-life . I just realize when i was reblogging on tumblr, i often reblog black-white-grey pictures. idk man grey is just lovely. It tells everything about life. Sometimes, your life would be like dark black and dull and whatnot cause something really bad happened. and sometimes, your life would be like pure white,innocent and bright which means something amazing or great happened in your life. Well, i prefer grey bcs when you mixed black and white together it becomes grey! logic isn't it hahahha. okay. It does make sense tho. I want to have a grey life, which is not too colourful and not too dull, just nice as i want it to be.

Some of my friends know that i love animes and mangakas. Basically, mangakas are black and white, and even grey sometimes. I often reblog these kinda stuffs on tumblr, which is another reason for me to like grey. Here ,see one for yourself :

Isn't he's hawttt x3

You see you see, basically a mangaka is grey and white and also black. I'm living my life with animes and mangakas. Well, apart from being a better mukinah and muslimah. Animes and mangakas are my life. You could do nothing with it, gomenasai 

I have friends with colourful characteristics and that's enuf for me to have some rainbows in my life. I wouldn't want to draw a big rainbow in my heart bcs when i do that's mean i want something from someone. When i do, i don't want to be disappointed or hurt. It's best for me to keep with the flow og greyness hehehe and i'm happy with my colour. So, what's your colour? 

Saturday, 12 October 2013

Poems

heyyo. i'm bored. Boredom can kill me.fyi, I want to write poems,beautiful enchanting poems. i want to learn and be good. my vocabs are just and ughh one and i can't write a poem with these vocabs. i need help puuuu ( \ 'w' / )

Thursday, 10 October 2013

PMR ENDED #SoYAY


heyyo homies heheh so PMR ended and that's me. just me

Wednesday, 14 August 2013

A Little Weirdo



Tuesday, 6 August 2013

Selamat Hari Raya #Part1


Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf zahir ^__^

Sunday, 28 July 2013

Random #Part3

I reblogged a lot just now. heh, this blog is becoming more like a tumblog. heh, who cares as long as i'm happy. heh, Chekidout :


Meet my oreki <3

Now, meet my Kirito <3

My Taichi ehehe. he's hurt because of Chihaya.




heh

The cutest thing ever. Kawaii desu!


Cute shoes i must say

Meet my Haru! Ain't he's adorb? nyaa



Saturday, 27 July 2013

Random #Part2

Just here sharing some cool stuff.













ok. that's it. bye \o/

Friday, 26 July 2013

Nusrahannur c:

Tumblogwalking. hehe. check out these cool things in Nusrah's blog c:



i'll see the petals fall with my own eyes,someday c:






muslims around the world




Heh this is my fav





Heh. This is so random. anyway,enjoy.